Heart tired!

 Rush through life a person will not feel depressed hearts
world so cold without you with you time flies flew

Looking back face has been unable to identify
Only love can not ask me until eternity
love me one love is easy to see the scars

I do not listen to those rumors have
is wrong I just want to have been difficult to trace
Love is willing to light the eternal light
game this world who
.......< br> This song is Lin Chenxi's in the singing, but I can not!
he was a police keep the peace, is my ever-present this year and three months since the people who care, this care will last forever, forever endless! such a long time, we get along well, we never really had a fight, but who do not know my pain away. tell the truth he was very nice to me, but how do I can not quite happy, the reason is former girlfriend of his. feeling that something very exclusive. his former girlfriend and her feelings well, get along very harmoniously, and her contacts in the three years he grew up a lot, finally, because parents do not agree to a lot of pressure they were forced to break up. Although the break, but he does not regret the three years along with her, he felt it was worth three years, and also grateful to her, so they are still friends, as long as things look to him for help he would go all out (these are his own mouth said to me). He said that his former girlfriend is a very determined and have ideas. I do not want him to take me and her than , he said, she and I did not comparable, in addition to all other women, is very different kinds of people. He said he would me good, he did just fine for me also on my friends and loved ones all around all good. I know the hearts of his former girlfriend in his weight is very heavy, I would like to replace his former girlfriend's place in his heart, I really do not know how to do it. He was like my parents, and more views put forward to meet both parents, he agreed, but I knew he was stalling for time, up to now is not really want marriage. I, and his former girlfriend very different personality, maybe he is really struggling in his said self-confidence are the most beautiful, she a former girlfriend is very self-confident, assertive, and I am not very confident, a little weak, not assertive, I am dependent on him, maybe this is my personality, a great weakness, I He knew him well, and I love him till the end he also knows, maybe the reason no one says it is not clear which.
I put all my feelings are poured into his body, in any case , no one could replace him in the position of my heart, I have firmly shut the door on the love of others, firmly stuck to their love of this memorable. a truly loved the people, whether that love is the fulfillment or The deduction will be defeated closely on the human Xinxuan.
I also know some things you get away, not your request not to, force can not get to the truth long.
I very contradictory, I need to change their character? change his mind? or give up everything? I do not know what to do? emotionally attached too easily injured, I understand.
what life in the end can not let go ?
I do not think too much, but really only under the brow, but also on the mind!