Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I denied, I panicked

 Ten years ago, I'm smart enough, like the night guitar sound, complex lines of silver jewelry, a picture of the child's pale face. Of course, in addition to all this, I also no contribution in the matter, my mother saw me playing with building blocks like the same as always when playing with chopsticks, said: This child, when will grow up.

For me this is a God can not answer the question, and now I still like that look useless, and the cold numbness of things. But the glass is not like it. In a perfect world, I told her I applied for the account, an immortal, has 30, and white wings have been lonely in the sky.

glass do when my wife than I am seven years old, then she slowly healthy growth, and I stuck with playing online games in our acquaintance in mind, and gradually, with the generation gap between us. Tonight, when the glass came back from the outside especially happy, she told me she had bought seven-time soft drinks, three bottles in a row. When we kiss, I hate that issue to the sour lemon soda taste.

I did not say anything, many times I do not know what we went on to say. We started for one another.

6 月 15 号

for the good of human life, I am good at than anyone else loneliness, fear of human beings trying to be clever. City, above all the combination of all healthy wisdom dirty, the air exhaled from the lungs, and then get another one lung, and we have the same dirty money changed hands.

Cat said the same of human reproduction as cockroaches, there is no purification of the force can stop them. Cat is my favorite writers twenty years ago, his fatalism, it is not used to me now. At that time I have lost gothic,Discount UGG boots, and I have many scars on his right arm, when I attempt to near death again and again.

phone today to the law firm of a friend to me for advice, and his grandmother was car crashed head, he took the grandmother of all property of the rich uncle, do not pay any medical expenses, his family quite poor and asked me what solutions did not.

I said: If you do not want your grandma to die, only to pay medical expenses. The law was not intended to help the good people of poverty. It is only passive maintain order, and the rich in this vicious world domination. Let the world continue to maintain this way.

things of this law, I often see many come to help out people who lost face. They are vulnerable, hurt always thought the law would help them. Director have been telling us less then the case, not only offended the above people, and these guys are often owed legal fees.

The evening also saw the glazed smile, she said, going to the wedding anniversary, it was a good day. I hold her up, she asked me why your hand is cold. I said: Today, my friend had some trouble, when you do nothing, when everything will be close to despair, as your hands are cold, probably because just went to the bathroom ... ....

glass laughed again, her: you are still the same as before, always like a great philosopher.

I do not know what expression to restore her smile more and more frequently, I should think she and I were two of the world, and we stare each other stretched out his hands can not touch. I have no other choice, all the other more distant in the other world.

6 月 15 日

QQ on the glass of a friend suddenly asked me: What we talk about good.

, cool voice got into my ear, I can not escape, my heart was filled with this cold, no longer lonely, very painful. I do not know why, but the glass that you knowledgeable. br> wrapped in a tight black. pedal pointed boots. wore a large number of complex patterns of silver.

thick black eye in the eyes of their stint is always a trace of sadness and numbness.

They look gloomy. bizarre. mysterious. In their world everyone is unique. the sound of your heart vessel arrived, you will be good tolerance and numbness gradually forget everything else all the deep pain. I recommended to the girl gothic music, I hope in this earthly echo of the cold, this kind of noise can cover up all her fears and sharp mind.

Later I asked her if she had started to feel numb the pain of the metal-like.

is used to relieve the suffering of people inside. ... ... , in this city of farmers and beggars, hardly any difference. The man was later driven out by security.

you so indifferent to it?

the rest of our things, they are not indifferent, they are angry, like the security that if such people put then, he would not have stayed here. At that time I felt like I was an outsider of this matter, has been in the theater.

QQ on the glass that I chat with friends, her pain gradually became confused, or numb my heart abnormalities, such as mention of her body came out from those cold voice. She said her name was Joanne, I should remember her.

I said, this Mingzi is vulgar, a lot of novels in the male and female, are named Joe, and Ann ... ... really vulgar, but for the vulgar things people tend to have a better memory, I will remember you.

before going to bed, I remember in the diary, Yu Mang perfect world finally rose to 55 today. Three killed by monsters, and later with five people died PK. Fly to the highest place, can not touch the cold moon.

7 月 1 日

your great no use for me. The journal comes out this sentence I am extremely in fear.

Today is a good day, any day was not more beautiful than it is today. The Bible says the Lord God, instead of human beings to atone for Lamb, Easter escape to human trials, men and women into all crimes are hidden inside, the cockroach and the sin and reproduce the same vitality to the next generation.

glass wear special solemn beautiful,UGG boots cheap, she spread a thick double gills pink liquid that looks like looking up a happy patient, in the second before choking that great ... .... I really do not know how to describe her.

Yunlong Park, we came to the park where the water purity Yunlong Lake is poor, can not see seaweed, fish can not see, I hate this kind of water, glass and I have to row with her. Today is our wedding anniversary.

we used to say went to far away, where lost, and then are brought back, but now the way home from the company every day, I almost can find your eyes closed. Glass began to enjoy this mediocre ... .... I always suspected the authenticity of this happiness, years ago, when I've always wanted, in addition to the tracks to go hand in hand with us, has no end along the railroad tracks that go on to write, one day, when we stopped, it happiness or truth?

I even think that each of the world settled down imaginary people live, their happiness is not true, but from self-imagined, and now the well-being of our bodies.

glass things that you are a lawyer, has been watching a lot of tragedy. So sometimes you will have the human disappointed.

she learned that the adult interpretation.

jewelry afternoon when we went to the house, I would like to buy her a silver ring under the cool. She said: We already have the kind of rings a lot. Glass chose a very warm look of ceramic jade ring.

7 evening of 1

Any ways to communicate with the mouth. those dirty words has always been hypocritical attempt from my ears into my mind. Van Gogh because he can not stop the despair, cut off their ears. I found a lot of computer a large number of Sunflower's picture, their coquettish in full bloom.

I'm hearing very good, I can only put himself in a home where the glass is only one voice, every day I sit beside the computer, do not open all of the music to as QQ, talk to you, sometimes to the game, the sound of static out, a person killing, kill or be strange, the highest point in the sky dive go ... .... placed in front of the computer in a coin. I asked the glass, which is the word or a flower. Glass thought a moment and said: It is the word. I said, why so guess. Glass said, because I play this game before her time, the word is always up.

I am very pleased that word is up, the original in this day, the anniversary of ten years of marriage, as if the things we like are not in the same, she likes boating, I do not like, she likes to seven Hi soft drinks, I hate that smell, until the evening, I finally found that we still have the same place between. mind. He said it fucking matter. I said, useful, ah, with a pure heart who Wai was announced, no one wants to pollute it.

I am free to laugh, my friends still do not laugh , he did not understand my cold humor, perhaps this matter not to him the existence of any humor, and he began to borrow money from me. Of course I did not lend him, because good people, they always hope you like them kindness. But this is impossible.

Joanne in my QQ on the message said: We talked so long, I feel your happiness and unhappiness, so that indulging in this perception among the forgotten their pain and life. You're always a stranger to tell, let it all like a game can end at any time, but you know, I've seen you.

Oh, and when. I have not met me I should be on the left side of the people. ... ... ... .... But sometimes I will crush you see something dirty.

perfect I spent 1000 dollars has issued a notice to the world: who want to fly with me? did not respond, perhaps with those who fly the world alone sisters did not know perfect English.

7 月 4 日

glass began to righteous anger, I can not think of the details and reasons for her temper, think of the family to the storm for no reason. She fell tea and TV remote control, I opened the computer, put on headphones.

any story, if it is at the same time, the plot is divided into two levels, one level, filled with noise and fury , an unusual level of calm, the plot of the comic and numbness have an effect.

glass Take my ears, ears shouting at me: You know what I'm talking about?

I returned to the QQ there a message to Joanne said: I love you.

back side of the ambiguous expression of a surprise.

glass Shuangshouyitan I said: You see, I loss of love, when looking for new love, I was online dating. Yes, you have something you say to me what, this time you become very strange, and often helpless to speak to me without a cause, really, I do not know how to answer you.

glass staring at me, and finally she does not look at me, and very calm holding a mirror to watch their house was quiet surprising, suddenly crashed, the mirror cracked into numerous pieces, each piece of glass I have seen like crying.

I do not know Why she was angry that day, a lot of things I do not know their place, causes and result, I often fail to face the same thing many times. I think I have failed a second time. is very simple because never learn. a child my family or old house, in front of a pit, many times to go to school to go home I would fall in there.

My mother said I was not long memory, I think he is right.

I am in a perfect world, a new SS in the number, level, demon 30 animals in the game, when to fly, so I go step by step, climbed the highest mountain, has been falling, and then climb up. I said in front of a little monster, I am in your world become a superman, For example, I can commit suicide a thousand times, and then at night, when they appear in front of you.

7 月 5 日 -7 7 May

I did not find the glass, and glass once said She is not afraid I fall in love. She said that 60% of online games is a dinosaur, MM,cheap UGG boots, 35% of the MM is the blame, only a very lucky man to meet cute girls, I'm happy enough, run out the 5%, so met her.

she said: If one day I offended her, she would walk away from me.

years ago, we often losing his temper in the , she used to hide in I will be able to find her place, even once in the chest hung a sign, sign on to write: I'm not glass. until I came to the sign off to find her.

then we are happy and sweet, although the two characters were a little nervous, but always thought it was unusual nervousness is the reason we chose each other, then began to change my character more and more cold. I've always wanted, and I and the rift between the glass because she grew up.

like I no longer desire to protect small animals.

I opened the glass of the series, one by one to look at her photos, where many of her friends, I found Joanne, she is very beautiful. But it does not matter, I started not intend to draw her into the game. my world had only two people, and I glass, in essence, it is just me.

I am a man alone in the world,UGG shoes, in an otherwise not produce any sound, any breathing in the cold world to find many reasons for attempting to comfort. < br>
7 evening of 7

texting a friend, said: Tanabata happy.

I closed the phone, diazepam calming, I dose the most of a bottle.

off lights. did not see anything.

white bathroom, leaky faucet is the ticking sound of dripping water occurs.

but I soon, should not hear to.

Gothic mystery boy they have pale skin. keep long hair dyed black.

wrapped in a tight black. pedal pointed boots. wore a large number of complex patterns of silver.

stint thick black eye they are always a trace of sadness in the eyes and numbness.

they look gloomy. bizarre. mysterious. In their world everyone is unique.

This is a lost and numb groups, they have only one direction, that is, the arrival of death in self-flagellation.

great for Gothic is of no use.

for ever

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